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Aaj ROMANTIC HEART Par Main Apni Love Story Aap Sab Se Share Karna Chahti Hun. Kyunki Mere Ander Bahot Ghutan Si Ho Rahi Hai, Kehte Hai Agar Apne Dil Ki Batein Kisi Se Share Kardo To Dil Halka Ho Jata hai Isiliye Main Bhi Apna Dil Halka Karna Chahti Hun Kyunki Mere Dil Par Bahot Bojh Sa Ho Raha Hai Yar Chalo Aapka Zyada Time Na Lete Hue Main Apni LOve Story Aapko Zaroor Batati Hun Aur Aap Mera Kusoor Batana Maine Kya Galti Ki Thi LifeMai....
Na jane kyu us ladke ko dekhkar mujhe ajeeb si khushi si hoti thi vo mera class mate tha. Us ladke se milne se pehle mere ander kuch khalipan sa tha lekin jab se maine use dekha tha mere khamosh dil mai kuch toofan sa uthne laga tha. jise mere alava kisi ne feel nahi kiya tha. Kyunki Main behaviour se bahot zyada shaitan thi har time mind mai badmashi chalti rehti thi mere, isi vajah se college aur ghar par bhi har time mai logo se ghiri rehti thi, halanki main bahot bolti thi lekin iske alva bhi meri zindgi ka ek dusra pehlu bhi tha , aur zindgi ke us pehlu mai maine aajtak kisi ko aane ki ijazat nahi di thi.
Bahar se khush dikhne vali ladki jo har time hasti khelti dikhti thi uske bare mai koi andaza bhi nahi lga sakta tha ki vo ander se kitni akeli hogi,
Bahot sare dard apne ander chupake rakhe hue hogi. Main Khush hone ka dikhava to karti rehti thi lekin ander se khush nahi thi. Bas ek mask khushi ka pehen ka har time rehti thi aur zindgi bitaye ja rahi thi. Maine Apne aas paas circle sa bana liya th ataaki mujhe akelapan zyada feel na ho. Koi bhi mere is circle ko nhi tod sakta tha .
Lekin mujhe ye yaqeen nahi ho raha tha ki vo ladka mere bnaye dayre ko todkar mere dil mai meri socho mai samaye ja raha tha . Shuru -shuru mai usse baat karna itna ajeeb nahi lgta tha . Classmate hone ki vajah se usse meri baat hoti rehti thi lekin mujhe ye nhi pta tha ki vo dil hi dil mai mujhe pasand karta hai. Mujhe deewano ki tarah pyar karta hai. Ye baat alag hai aaj tak usne mujhe show nahi hone diya tha ki vo mujhe itna pyar karta hai. Mujhe chhoti si pareshani hone par vo mujhse zyada pareshan ho jata Mujhse zyada use dard hota tha meri problems par. Koi Kisi ko itna bhi chah sakta hai ye samjhne mai mujhe thoda sa vakt laga. Lekin Vakt ke sath sath mujhe ye yaqeen ho gaya ki ye ladka mujhe paglo ki tarah chahta hai meri bahot fikr karta hai uske pyar mai pagalpan tha .Meri khushi ke liye vo kuch bhi kar skta tha . Us ladke ne bina is baat ka zikr kiye ki use mujhse batein karna accha lagta hai badi hi chalaki se mujhse dosti ke liye pucha us din hum dono college jaldi aa gaye the aur class mai bhi koi nahi tha-
Usne Mujhse pucha kya hum dost ban sakte hai ?
Pehle to mujhe hairani hui ki ye ladka aaj aisi batein kyu kar raha hai lekin mujhe us par bahot yakeen tha aur mujhe trust tha vo kuch galat nahi krega kyunki uski aankho mai sacchai thi aur mai ye saaf saaf dekh sakti thi . Maine Uski taraf hath badahya usne jaldi se mera hath pakad liya aur ek khubsurat si smile di aur kehne laga tum meri dost banogi ? tum mujhe bahot acchi lagti ho aur main tum mai ek accha dost dekhta hun aur main chahta hun zindgi bhar tumhara dost bankar rahun . Us din Bas usne itna hi kaha aur chala gaya.
MERI ADHOORI KAHANI REAL LOVE STORY
Mujhse dosti karne ki khushi main uske face par aaram se dekh sakti thi . Mujhe pure din ye sochkar hasi aati rahi ki usne kitni jaldi mera hath pakda tha aur mere samne kaise sharmate hue bol raha tha . Main acchi tarah uske kampte hue hatho ko feel kar skati thi aur us poore din main us scene ko yaad karke mujhe hasi aaye ja rahi thi main bina baat ke bhi has rahi thi.
Mere aap-paas rehne vale log samjh gaye the ki bhaiya kuch to gad-bad hai . Is ladki ko kuch to hone laga hai. Ab hum dost ban gaye the aur usne kisi bhi time mujhe phone karne ki permission mujhse le li thi, balki mera hi dil karta tha vo mujhe phone kare ab usse batein karna mujhe bhi accha lagne laga tha . Mere ander kya chal raha tha khud mujhe bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha. Kyu Main uski call ka wait karti thi ?
Na jane kyu main uski taraf khichi chali ja rahi thi ?
Kyu ab mera dil uska sath chahne laga tha ?
Na jane kyu ab main khuli aankhon se uske khuwab dekhne lagi thi ?
Kyu ab main din raat usse batein karna chahti thi ?
Ab usse apni chhoti badi sari batein share karne ka mann hota tha . Jab bhi main udas hoti use bina btaye hi pata chal jata tha chahe vo mere samne ho ya na ho . agar main sad hoti to chahe use kuch bhi karna pade vo mujhe hasa hi deta tha bahot zyada accha tha yar main kya bataun uske bare main . Agar poori book bhi likh dun uski acchhaiyo se tab bhi mere dil ki batein kabhi khatm nahi hongi.
Ek din usne raat ko baat karte hue mujhe I LOVE YOU bol diya mere dil ki dhadkane tez ho gayi aur main use kuch replay nahi kar payi kyunki mujhe samjah hi nahi aa rha tha kya bolun . Mujhe Thoda sa vakt laga lekin maine bhi uske samne apne pyar ka izhar kar diya Mujhe bhi apni zindgi mai pyar ka intazar tha shayd ab vo poora hone vala tha kuch aisa hi sochkar maine use ha kardi . Main bhi pyar ko pal -pal jeena chahti thi , aage kya hoga iski mujhe koi fikr hi nahi thi main to bass apne present ko jeen chahti thi . Hum dono ka sara time ek - dusre ke sath beetne laga , hum dono ek dusre ka sath pakar mano sari duniya se kat se gaye the hame kisi ki fikr nahi thi vo mujhe hadd se zyada pyar karne laga aur main bhi use deewano ki tarah chahti thi. Main Ye keh sakti hun uske sath bitaye ek-ek pal ko main apne marne tak yaad rakhungi . Main kitni khubsurat hun ye mujhe usne hi bataya tha. Mere hair use bahot acche lagte the Meri kamiya bhi use meri khubi lagti thi ajeeb kism ki mohabbat thi uski. Mere har birthday par mujhse zyada khush hona , mere uper hazaro rupye mana karne ke baad bhi aise hi kharch kar deta tha, mere liye kisi se bhi lad leta tha . Pata Nahi Vo mera deewana tha ya usne mujhe apna deewana bana liya tha .
Bike par aksar bahar ghumne nikal jana , college bunk karke movie dekhne jana , ye sab hame accha lagne laga tha . Uski poori duniya main ban gayi thi aur vo meri zindgi . Mera name pooja hai lekin vo meri pooja karta tha . Mere liye kisi se bhi panga lene mai vo ek pal bhi nahi sochta tha isiliye college ke boys se uski kitni hi baar fight hui thi. Hum dono duniya ko bhool chuke the . Pyar ke us dour ne hame ander se bilkul badal diya tha . Humne pyar ki bahot sari kasme kahyi, bahot sare vaade kiye hum apne pyar ko jee bharke jee lena chahte the.
Aaj ROMANTIC HEART Par Main Apni Love Story Aap Sab Se Share Karna Chahti Hun. Kyunki Mere Ander Bahot Ghutan Si Ho Rahi Hai, Kehte Hai Agar Apne Dil Ki Batein Kisi Se Share Kardo To Dil Halka Ho Jata hai Isiliye Main Bhi Apna Dil Halka Karna Chahti Hun Kyunki Mere Dil Par Bahot Bojh Sa Ho Raha Hai Yar Chalo Aapka Zyada Time Na Lete Hue Main Apni LOve Story Aapko Zaroor Batati Hun Aur Aap Mera Kusoor Batana Maine Kya Galti Ki Thi LifeMai....
Na jane kyu us ladke ko dekhkar mujhe ajeeb si khushi si hoti thi vo mera class mate tha. Us ladke se milne se pehle mere ander kuch khalipan sa tha lekin jab se maine use dekha tha mere khamosh dil mai kuch toofan sa uthne laga tha. jise mere alava kisi ne feel nahi kiya tha. Kyunki Main behaviour se bahot zyada shaitan thi har time mind mai badmashi chalti rehti thi mere, isi vajah se college aur ghar par bhi har time mai logo se ghiri rehti thi, halanki main bahot bolti thi lekin iske alva bhi meri zindgi ka ek dusra pehlu bhi tha , aur zindgi ke us pehlu mai maine aajtak kisi ko aane ki ijazat nahi di thi.
Bahar se khush dikhne vali ladki jo har time hasti khelti dikhti thi uske bare mai koi andaza bhi nahi lga sakta tha ki vo ander se kitni akeli hogi,
Bahot sare dard apne ander chupake rakhe hue hogi. Main Khush hone ka dikhava to karti rehti thi lekin ander se khush nahi thi. Bas ek mask khushi ka pehen ka har time rehti thi aur zindgi bitaye ja rahi thi. Maine Apne aas paas circle sa bana liya th ataaki mujhe akelapan zyada feel na ho. Koi bhi mere is circle ko nhi tod sakta tha .
Lekin mujhe ye yaqeen nahi ho raha tha ki vo ladka mere bnaye dayre ko todkar mere dil mai meri socho mai samaye ja raha tha . Shuru -shuru mai usse baat karna itna ajeeb nahi lgta tha . Classmate hone ki vajah se usse meri baat hoti rehti thi lekin mujhe ye nhi pta tha ki vo dil hi dil mai mujhe pasand karta hai. Mujhe deewano ki tarah pyar karta hai. Ye baat alag hai aaj tak usne mujhe show nahi hone diya tha ki vo mujhe itna pyar karta hai. Mujhe chhoti si pareshani hone par vo mujhse zyada pareshan ho jata Mujhse zyada use dard hota tha meri problems par. Koi Kisi ko itna bhi chah sakta hai ye samjhne mai mujhe thoda sa vakt laga. Lekin Vakt ke sath sath mujhe ye yaqeen ho gaya ki ye ladka mujhe paglo ki tarah chahta hai meri bahot fikr karta hai uske pyar mai pagalpan tha .Meri khushi ke liye vo kuch bhi kar skta tha . Us ladke ne bina is baat ka zikr kiye ki use mujhse batein karna accha lagta hai badi hi chalaki se mujhse dosti ke liye pucha us din hum dono college jaldi aa gaye the aur class mai bhi koi nahi tha-
Usne Mujhse pucha kya hum dost ban sakte hai ?
Pehle to mujhe hairani hui ki ye ladka aaj aisi batein kyu kar raha hai lekin mujhe us par bahot yakeen tha aur mujhe trust tha vo kuch galat nahi krega kyunki uski aankho mai sacchai thi aur mai ye saaf saaf dekh sakti thi . Maine Uski taraf hath badahya usne jaldi se mera hath pakad liya aur ek khubsurat si smile di aur kehne laga tum meri dost banogi ? tum mujhe bahot acchi lagti ho aur main tum mai ek accha dost dekhta hun aur main chahta hun zindgi bhar tumhara dost bankar rahun . Us din Bas usne itna hi kaha aur chala gaya.
MERI ADHOORI KAHANI REAL LOVE STORY
Mujhse dosti karne ki khushi main uske face par aaram se dekh sakti thi . Mujhe pure din ye sochkar hasi aati rahi ki usne kitni jaldi mera hath pakda tha aur mere samne kaise sharmate hue bol raha tha . Main acchi tarah uske kampte hue hatho ko feel kar skati thi aur us poore din main us scene ko yaad karke mujhe hasi aaye ja rahi thi main bina baat ke bhi has rahi thi.
Mere aap-paas rehne vale log samjh gaye the ki bhaiya kuch to gad-bad hai . Is ladki ko kuch to hone laga hai. Ab hum dost ban gaye the aur usne kisi bhi time mujhe phone karne ki permission mujhse le li thi, balki mera hi dil karta tha vo mujhe phone kare ab usse batein karna mujhe bhi accha lagne laga tha . Mere ander kya chal raha tha khud mujhe bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha. Kyu Main uski call ka wait karti thi ?
Na jane kyu main uski taraf khichi chali ja rahi thi ?
Kyu ab mera dil uska sath chahne laga tha ?
Na jane kyu ab main khuli aankhon se uske khuwab dekhne lagi thi ?
Kyu ab main din raat usse batein karna chahti thi ?
Ab usse apni chhoti badi sari batein share karne ka mann hota tha . Jab bhi main udas hoti use bina btaye hi pata chal jata tha chahe vo mere samne ho ya na ho . agar main sad hoti to chahe use kuch bhi karna pade vo mujhe hasa hi deta tha bahot zyada accha tha yar main kya bataun uske bare main . Agar poori book bhi likh dun uski acchhaiyo se tab bhi mere dil ki batein kabhi khatm nahi hongi.
Ek din usne raat ko baat karte hue mujhe I LOVE YOU bol diya mere dil ki dhadkane tez ho gayi aur main use kuch replay nahi kar payi kyunki mujhe samjah hi nahi aa rha tha kya bolun . Mujhe Thoda sa vakt laga lekin maine bhi uske samne apne pyar ka izhar kar diya Mujhe bhi apni zindgi mai pyar ka intazar tha shayd ab vo poora hone vala tha kuch aisa hi sochkar maine use ha kardi . Main bhi pyar ko pal -pal jeena chahti thi , aage kya hoga iski mujhe koi fikr hi nahi thi main to bass apne present ko jeen chahti thi . Hum dono ka sara time ek - dusre ke sath beetne laga , hum dono ek dusre ka sath pakar mano sari duniya se kat se gaye the hame kisi ki fikr nahi thi vo mujhe hadd se zyada pyar karne laga aur main bhi use deewano ki tarah chahti thi. Main Ye keh sakti hun uske sath bitaye ek-ek pal ko main apne marne tak yaad rakhungi . Main kitni khubsurat hun ye mujhe usne hi bataya tha. Mere hair use bahot acche lagte the Meri kamiya bhi use meri khubi lagti thi ajeeb kism ki mohabbat thi uski. Mere har birthday par mujhse zyada khush hona , mere uper hazaro rupye mana karne ke baad bhi aise hi kharch kar deta tha, mere liye kisi se bhi lad leta tha . Pata Nahi Vo mera deewana tha ya usne mujhe apna deewana bana liya tha .
Bike par aksar bahar ghumne nikal jana , college bunk karke movie dekhne jana , ye sab hame accha lagne laga tha . Uski poori duniya main ban gayi thi aur vo meri zindgi . Mera name pooja hai lekin vo meri pooja karta tha . Mere liye kisi se bhi panga lene mai vo ek pal bhi nahi sochta tha isiliye college ke boys se uski kitni hi baar fight hui thi. Hum dono duniya ko bhool chuke the . Pyar ke us dour ne hame ander se bilkul badal diya tha . Humne pyar ki bahot sari kasme kahyi, bahot sare vaade kiye hum apne pyar ko jee bharke jee lena chahte the.
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